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I remind myself that I am a doctor, a medical doctor. I owe you some reassurance and understanding. Some truth, too, although that is much harder for me to provide.
I have so much to be afraid of myself. My circumstances seem unendurable. But I do not want to overwhelm you with my reality. Not all at once. This thing in my head, Elon-12, is enough to share with you. But there is one other thing that I know you’re afraid of, too. This thing they stuck in my arm.
Yes, this thing they stuck in my arm.
It is a thing — something foreign, something alien, a freakish creation of aberrated scientists working in an aberrated world, and then getting us to do their dirty work.
Be injected or lose our jobs, the internships, and residencies we work so hard to obtain. The staff positions that give us prestige and a professional future. I don’t want to brag, but I did get that Good Doctor award. You don’t get that by freaking out your colleagues.
I did not fight them sticking that thing into my arm. I had already allowed them to stick it into the arms of my children.
They are alive. It would be best if you didn’t think my children were badly hurt or killed. That would have been too much for me. The last I heard, they were fine but missing me. One got a fever, and the other wanted to stay in bed the whole next day. He was afraid and did not want me to leave him, but I had to go to work. That was all that happened, and that was a relief to me after the death of the twelve-year-old in my practice.
Oh, God. There was another patient. Is that what this is all about? Am I supposed to sit endlessly, remembering, until I have faced it all? One of my young patients came to me for his required precollege medical exam — he was a trained athlete — and then, days later, during basketball practice, he dropped dead on the court.
Did I say I gave him the injection?
I didn’t. My nurse did that. Can I say I didn’t do it? Can I ignore who wrote the order? Would any court on Earth accept such an excuse?
I told you in an earlier communication about my young patient who got his vaccination in the parking lot tent. I did this one. It was my nurse…my office…not someone in a tent in a parking lot.
My arm too. I remember the lie that the thing would stay in the arm and not go crawling around in my body like some Frankenstein spider dropping its eggs by the millions. The whole point was to circulate the mRNA throughout the body, stimulating vast numbers of mitochondria to make their own spike proteins, spike proteins identical to the one on the Chinese version of SARS-CoV-2. None of us had ever heard of such a thing, though I later learned it had been used experimentally to treat cancer, to get the body to attack its cancer cells. I didn’t have any cancer cells inside my body… Neither of my children have cancer cells inside their bodies.
Yes, I’m a doctor, and it scares me, this thing in my arm and in yours and in our children’s arms.
I was warned to tell my patients that the vaccine was safe and effective, and I did. Never seen anything like that before, a memo telling me what to tell my patients about treatment. And I tried to tell myself it was safe and effective, which I knew could not possibly be true. Every doctor knew it could not possibly be true. It takes at least a decade of follow-up studies — and not a few months — to determine the safety of a vaccine. And this jab is unique, unprecedented, and the most dangerous and experimental vaccine or treatment ever to be tested on a large human population.
But we all lied to our patients and then to ourselves. It’s so hard to do otherwise — to tell a deadly lie to someone who trusts you, your own patient or loved one, without eventually telling the same lie to yourself.
This awful thing they are doing with COVID-19 — turning all of us into shameful liars who must then lie to ourselves. What is left of us when we accept such a thing as consciously lying to ourselves until we reach a point where we lose track of what we knew to be true?
Should you be afraid of the thing? There are tens of thousands of reports to the CDC of people dying within a day or two of the thing’s injection into us. Nothing like this has ever been allowed to happen. Many vaccines go through an entire year with no reports of death. There’s an uproar at the CDC and FDA and in the media if a vaccine gets contaminated and merely poses a risk of harming people. It’s taken off the market until the problem is resolved. It’s a scandal if a vaccine is reported to have killed a dozen people, and it’s never allowed to go much further than that before being taken off the shelves.
The death of my college student patient terrified me about the other vaccines I was giving. For years, I gave my patients the meningitis vaccine before going off to college. I had assumed it was safe. And meningitis can snuff out a young life. It took me only a moment of scanning the scientific literature to find out there was only one reported possible vaccine-related death in 5 years of using the meningitis vaccine. One possible death in five years compared to thousands in the first few months of the COVID jab.
Within a month or two, the COVID vaccines killed more people than the combined vaccine deaths for all time — and the FDA and CDC failed to take action or even to take official notice, and the numbers keep rising, and there’s not so much as an investigation going on. That’s when I had to face it — it was no surprise to all these officials ⏤ that the thing was so deadly. It’s as if they knew it would happen and were under orders to ignore it.
The data is in now — the COVID vaccines are killing people. How many? Few such deaths ever get reported to the CDC, so the actual number is probably in the hundreds of thousands. Not so many children as adults, I think, I hope… I had a family practice for many years — I almost forgot how many years, I’m older than I think — and none of my pediatric patients died of anything. Certainly not from anything I did to them. I gave thousands of vaccines in my practice! Now… in such a short time… I cannot bear to count — or even to remember — the COVID vaccine injuries.
Did they inject us with transmitters to track us? Did they put little timebombs of physical destruction into our cells? Will they be able to turn on something dreadful inside us in the future? I’m a doctor; I don’t see the evidence. I’m not really a scientist, but it’s hard to imagine things like that escaping the attention of all the scientists.
Do I think they would want to do such a thing to us and our children? They are killing our children and young people, injecting that thing into them, for God’s sake. Open your eyes — they are giving something to our children that has no hope of helping them, and it’s killing many of them — they will do anything.
And yes, we must be afraid of what has already been done to us because we cannot know how many of their intentions they have already accomplished. We have no way of predicting what this thing will do to us or to our children in the long run. Maybe it will mostly lie dormant until we reach a certain age — whatever age they’ve decided is too old to be worthy of life. No, biology is too complex, they could not yet build a timed device to kill us at a certain age, but they could be sure of it shortening many of our lives. It’s already happening. It could worsen, not better, in the coming years when age and new illnesses compound the deadliness of what’s been injected into us.
But it doesn’t matter if they’ve implanted ticking bombs in us. Don’t you see? They don’t have to get it all done at once. They have proven they can make us inject our own children with this God-awful thing — now they know they can proceed with all their plans about what to inject into any of us disguised as “vaccines.” They already have innumerable boosters lined up for us. And we know they have intentions and are formulating plans. They tell us again and again. There are too many of us. We’re eating too much, emitting too much carbon into the air, poisoning the Earth and the atmosphere by our very existence, bringing on doomsday with climate warming, crowding nature, and making her release pandemics. And for sure, they will not be able to pay for the deluge of the old and elderly that will swamp Medicare and our hospitals.
I’m sorry. I feel like I am lecturing you. At times, even screaming at you. I am the one who should have known better — who did know better — that is my real crime. Whatever they are now accusing me of, I am far more guilty than they can imagine. I deserve even worse than what I am now enduring.
I am judging myself, wagging my finger at my disappearing self. The father and the doctor is receding in front of my eyes like pixels floating apart. I am becoming an apparition of myself…
Dear God, please save me.
To be continued.
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